How to Get Lose on Purpose
by Caitlin O’Halloran
Make sure to put your phone away,
in your pocket, handbag, or better yet,
leave it at home on the kitchen counter
next to a stack of unopened mail.
Walk two blocks while staring only at your feet,
then another two while gazing straight ahead.
Make sure not to take note
of any of the places that you pass.
Let buildings melt into mountainous landscapes
and allow people to transform into trees.
Try to get lost in thought.
Walk longer than you want to,
even when your big toe starts to hurt
and you think you might get a blister.
When you think about giving up
and going home, take a left at the next street.
When you think about your father’s death,
take a right.
When your thoughts wander
towards any particular moment of regret,
count backwards from 100
in time with every step you take,
and when you reach 1, stop what you’re doing
and grab the handle of the nearest door
and walk on through.
About the Author
Caitlin O’Halloran is a biracial Filipino-American writer living in Rochester, New York. Her poetry and fiction have been published in literary magazines, including Frozen Sea, Twin Bird Review, Dominique, and Thimble Literary Magazine. Her work can be found at www.caitlinohalloran.com.